Hi there... Im here again saying things that I don't want to say but this time I think I can't bear it, I can't say it again na okay lang lahat ng nangyayari coz honestly Im loosing myself. Lahat okay lang kasi wala naman talaga akong magagawa least priority nga diba?? Naiinis ako sa sarili ko kasi dapat naman talaga intindihin ko sya kaso bkit naman ganun, konting time at effort naman kasi hindi ko na nakikita yun worth ko. I'm not even enjoying our relationship, anu ba naman kasi mangyayari sa once a week or twice a week and take not 5hours lang yun tinatagal na magkasama kami.....truth is I find myself competing with his time parang lagi ko kailangan magsabi kapag need ko un oras nya.. feeling ko nga napamabait at napakamatiisin ko na gf ksi nman once a week lng kmi mgload swerte na kapag 2 times pa pero dun sa unli na un di pa kami masyado nagkakatext all because he's busy... Anu ba namn laban ko sa syempre burden pa nga ako kung pipilitin ko sya sa mga gusto ko... I can't help it kya dto ko nlng lahat nasasabi lahat ng nararamdaman ko....sad to say iopen-up ko man to sa kanya after few minutes lolokohin lang nya ko and it seems na ok na lahat, hangang sa matabunan na ng matabunan lahat ng sama ng loob ata tampo ko.....
I'm hoping someday after all of these we will have so much quality time for each other. I miss our trippings, gala at kulitan. I love you still babe hope you understand! :(
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